it's been so long since I have seen the ocean.

To see infinity again, and have some hope that I'd get to touch base with Solitude again. I'd be sleeping off the harsher part of the day and perhaps wake to mid-afternoon, where it hurts the most. I can see the fading sunlight in my eyes already. Now, I wonder how much of a social obligation do we have about mingling around.

But no bananafish this time, even if I found and played those two songs that I played over and over and over and over again during some past summer. even if sadness permits some sort of introspection. This is another time. I am just looking for a time with myself and my mind. some time enough for looking things over.

Who knows, you'll be in my mind for some time. Yes, you. and just thinking if I could get to know more about you.